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Post by avyquinn on Sept 29, 2010 11:51:45 GMT -6
I feel like I didn't even get kissed before I got f*&$ed. :/
GOD IM SO BITCHY RIGHT NOW XD XD (and PMSy.)
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Post by Kyashi on Sept 29, 2010 18:37:45 GMT -6
Oh, that's not fair, avy..... I'm sorry about all of this, even though, she should be saying this, not me....*hugs*
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Post by AllyKatt on Sept 29, 2010 22:14:49 GMT -6
people who don't follow through on promises or obligations?
yeah, the're among the VERY few things that can tick me off these days.
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Post by avyquinn on Sept 29, 2010 23:28:25 GMT -6
Thanks, guys... I feel less angry. XD That girl has overstayed her welcome on my favour doorstep.
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Post by Baka Neko on Sept 30, 2010 3:59:09 GMT -6
I know what you mean...
At least you didn't have your best friend start a rumor because she was mad at you. D= It was a nasty rumor too, enough to basically block her permanently out of my life...
So I definitely know what you mean as of lately. Sometimes, I'm very grateful to have you guys... More than you will ever know... <3
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Post by Unger69 on Sept 30, 2010 6:29:14 GMT -6
Start a rumor? That's horrible!
Do I need to straighten them up? Cause I can...
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Post by dyzzispell on Sept 30, 2010 7:59:08 GMT -6
Baka - I'm so sorry. I don't know why people enjoy hurting others so much. I mean, why would somebody DO that, you know? I watched relatives make up some nasty stuff about my mom, and none of us were allowed to say anything about it because we weren't supposed to know about the rumors. Um, WHAT?! Yeah, I'm really really glad to have all of you guys too. Like I said, I don't really have any girlfriends, so having all of you is just plain awesome! Although I do go into sort of a withdrawal if I go too long without getting to talk with anybody, and that's kind of annoying. I think I'm depending on you all a wee bit too much... XD Only one simple thing to vent about today. I'm really really sick of not being able to sleep. I've never really had to fight insomnia regularly until recently and it is KILLING me....
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Post by Melissa Raid on Sept 30, 2010 19:10:10 GMT -6
Only one simple thing to vent about today. I'm really really sick of not being able to sleep. I've never really had to fight insomnia regularly until recently and it is KILLING me.... I have a few suggestions that could help that I have heard over the years to help with sleeping... They have never really helped me sleep but different people work differently, right? Anyways, lavender is supposed to be a really good natural sleep aid (unless you are allergic) so you could try using the flowers in a brewed tea or putting some lavender leaves and flowers in a sachet under your pillow. If you aren't allergic to peanut butter you could try peanut butter on whole grain toast or on a rice cake. A turkey sandwich made with whole grain bread is also supposed to help. Those are just a few things that I've heard that are supposed to help, so if you try them out and they help you, I'm glad. If they don't then you could always try going to a store and getting an over the counter medication to help you sleep... Those I have found to actually help a bit.
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Post by dyzzispell on Sept 30, 2010 19:40:53 GMT -6
Thanks so much for the suggestions! I actually do have a lavendar pillow and it only helps once in a while, for some reason. I have actually done peanuts or peanut butter on a rice cake before bed too, but haven't figured out if that helps either. Even tried chamomile tea, but nothing is a sure-fire winner at this point. To be honest, I'm hoping what will help is ME GETTING UP EARLIER so that I get tired earlier and go to bed sooner. XD Tried it today and just ended up dragging through the day. Starting to wake up some now, but that's a bad thing since I should only be up for a couple more hours...
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Post by Kyashi on Sept 30, 2010 20:21:29 GMT -6
@dyzz: I'm sure you're just stressed out about your con coming up, aren't you? Once it's over, you'll probably sleep like a baby, I hope anyway...
@neko: That totally sucks! You had a best friend start a nasty rumor about you? I know I'd be devastated if I were you. That is so awful. I do hope you're feeling okay these days...
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Post by avyquinn on Sept 30, 2010 22:01:50 GMT -6
I know what you mean... At least you didn't have your best friend start a rumor because she was mad at you. D= It was a nasty rumor too, enough to basically block her permanently out of my life... So I definitely know what you mean as of lately. Sometimes, I'm very grateful to have you guys... More than you will ever know... <3 I have NO patience for that type of bullshit. With me: If you're an 'acquaintance', then you only get 1 or 2 chances after you've pissed me off before I lose your number. Chances vary in accordance to how much I want to get to know you and what you did to piss me off. If you're a 'friend' then you have 3 strikes before I'm fed up and want nothing more to do with you. If you're a family member and you cause me undo stress or problems I have no qualms about never talking to you again. If it's my mom, James or my bestie Tara, then you have infinite chances and my love is totally unconditional. XD Those are the only people that can abuse me and get away with it, thank goodness they don't take advantage of it. It may seem harsh, but when something happens and there is drama or stress or something along those lines, I have NO patience for it and don't want it in my life, so I have no problem cutting the things that cause me stress outta my life. Life is too short to be stressed out about stuff and if my relationship with someone is going to involve nothing but drama and BS it's easier just to not have one with that person. Good luck with your 'friend', Baka. Be strong and don't take any crap. Sorry you can't sleep, Dyzzi. I love sleep so much that it makes me sad when I can't get my 8 hours XD I don't have any suggestions for you and it really sounds like you've tried it all. Good luck, darling.
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Post by dyzzispell on Sept 30, 2010 22:41:53 GMT -6
Sorry you can't sleep, Dyzzi. I love sleep so much that it makes me sad when I can't get my 8 hours XD I don't have any suggestions for you and it really sounds like you've tried it all. Good luck, darling. I know! I totally need my 8 hours!! XD The only things I haven't tried are sleep aids. I've tried an herbal one that hasn't worked, but I'm not about to try Ambien or something. With my luck I'll be one of those people that go out sleep-driving and then not remember anything about it. XD
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Post by avyquinn on Sept 30, 2010 22:46:52 GMT -6
Sorry you can't sleep, Dyzzi. I love sleep so much that it makes me sad when I can't get my 8 hours XD I don't have any suggestions for you and it really sounds like you've tried it all. Good luck, darling. I know! I totally need my 8 hours!! XD The only things I haven't tried are sleep aids. I've tried an herbal one that hasn't worked, but I'm not about to try Ambien or something. With my luck I'll be one of those people that go out sleep-driving and then not remember anything about it. XD LOL Sleep driving! I know, right! XD Well, when I want to get some sleep I take a big dose of NyQuil and within a half hour I can't keep my eyes open and I sleeeeeeeeep the night away soundly.
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Post by dyzzispell on Oct 1, 2010 10:57:39 GMT -6
So getting up early made no difference. Still didn't fall asleep till after 2. Didn't bother to get up early today because tonight will be a late night and I don't want to be cranky at the in-laws.
However, I did get a little loopy around 1am last night. Ask my husband. I don't know what happened but I got real weird...
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Post by Brixta Sparks on Oct 1, 2010 16:42:17 GMT -6
I've got a lot to vent about..... For the majority of my life all I've ever known was anger and saddness....because of my family, and anyone who's done wrong to me. First off: My parents because they've never really acted like parents, they've only ever been interested in fighting with themselves, or fighting with me over small things that I do. For example: I'll say something with the wrong type of tone, and they jump my shit because of it. Which is why I'm hurt easily. Second: I've been betrayed by almost every friend that I've ever had. And the worst part of it is, I didn't do anything to deserve it! One Instance: It was the day after my birthday, and someone who I thought was my best friend ignored me the whole day, so finally I went up to her and asked her why she hated me? and all that she said was: "I don't hate you, I'm just annoyed by you." And that was it, our friendship was over and I became an outcast to society. And it became harder for me to trust people. But to help all of this, I turn my saddness and anger into poems, fanfictions, GMVs...Anything that can help express my feelings. There's also a part of me that's formed over the years...I try to keep it in check, but it keeps coming out. One person actually told me, that when the dark side of me emerges, my eyes turn pitch black. I believe that this is the product from years of anger, depression, and hatred all blended into one demon that desires for nothing more than to kill. Also because of all of this I've developed an anxiety disorder, which led to panic attacks which made it hard for me to breathe properly, concentrate, even live. I'm also sad to admit that I've planned to end my life a few times....I've got some scars on my left wrist to prove it. I guess that that's all I can say for now.
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